1. I will be infatuated with that position opposite to me, even more, I will madly cling to that mode of talking.
而且我会迷恋坐在我对面的位置，甚至，我要开始迷恋某种讲话方式。
2. But the nihilism in his writing makes him madly cling to the passion of violence and the brilliance of death.
他的作品总是把狂欢赋予暴力，把灿烂赋予血腥，把激情赋予死亡。