1. That is why i laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest. i make light of my pain, afraid you should do so.
因而我嘲笑自己，开玩笑打碎我的隐私。我减轻自己的痛苦，免得日后你也像我这么做。
2. That is why I laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest.
因此我嘲笑自己，把我的秘密在玩笑中打碎。
3. That is why i laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest.
我把我的痛苦说的很轻松，因为我怕你会这样做。